tt_sirius: (Cautious)
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Date: 14 Aug 2002
Characters: Sirius Black, open
Setting: World's End Pub
Content: TBD
Status: Public : Complete



Sirius let himself into his house just after 5 pm, tired and with a head full of magical incantations from debriefing Kingsley. He took a long, hot shower and dressed as he normally did in jeans and a dark t-shirt, only running his fingers through his hair before locking up again. The walk to the World's End cleared some of the clustering enchantments from his head, the fresh air soothing and cooler as the sun began to set on the horizon.

He found a table near the windows and took a seat, content to wait until the barmaid came by to take his order.

Date: 2013-09-15 11:00 am (UTC)
tt_cecilia: (CP (13))
From: [personal profile] tt_cecilia
With a sigh Cecilia rubbed her forehead. She hadn’t meant to upset Sirius, little less make little of the fact that he was still thinking about what had happened on Australia. “I just meant what about it is it you’ve been thinking about.” Aside from the obvious point that they had been stranded hundreds of miles from the nearest people with no magic, the fact that they had managed to navigate a predator filled, hostile landscape with no injuries worse than scratches was something she could imagine would fill a lot with everybody. And then there was the tension that had been there…

…which apparently was also what had been on Sirius’ mind. Or at least the physical aspect of it. “I miss you, too,” she whispered and swallowed down. “So fucking much you wouldn’t believe it, especially with the way I’ve acted.” Even she could see that. “I think about that, too, and about how I’m grateful that if it had to happen, there’s nobody else I could imagine to ever have gone through that with but you.” And then there were all those other thoughts that kept coming to her. Like how she wanted to tell him everything but hadn’t and couldn’t because it was not how she did things. It wasn’t how she had ever done things. This was her problem, her business and it was hers alone to deal with. Nobody else’s, and she would never expect Sirius, or anybody else for that matter, to help her with it. Wasn’t that what she had experienced her whole life? Life was tough, but you dealt with it, and if you really needed help it was your family that helped you, and in lieu of those you dealt with it yourself. You didn’t pry in other people’s life and in return they didn’t snoop in yours. Oh, but how she wanted to tell Sirius everything right now. “I asked you for space because I needed to… to deal with some things, come to terms with them. I’ve no secrets, Sirius, I just don’t know how much I can or should tell you, because they're my concerns to deal with.”
Edited Date: 2013-09-16 12:17 pm (UTC)

Date: 2013-09-17 07:01 pm (UTC)
tt_cecilia: (CP (8))
From: [personal profile] tt_cecilia
Cecilia looked at Sirius, once again not saying anything while she tried to find the right words. She wanted to tell him everything, but didn’t know where to start or even to what end, other than to show him that she really didn’t have any secrets. She got as far as her lips parting, when his datapad started beeping, and it was with equal parts relief and regret that realised that anything she wanted to tell him would have to wait until later. “All right,” she assured him with a soft smile.

She swallowed down when he kissed her hand, holding his gaze for a moment before she nodded. She could do this, she understood that he had to go, even if she didn’t want him to.