journal entry; #010
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What the HELL is this? I accio'd a cup of the juice from the kitchen after grabbing my dinner and NOTHING HAPPENED. I swear, this place is doing terrible things to us! Remus and Sirius are grouchy old men, Lily is frightened (LILY OF ALL PEOPLE! I never though I'd ever see her scared of anything, let alone memories) , my son (who I don't even remember making because I never got that far in my life) is older than me - a grown man! - and I don't even know how to approach him, what he knows, who he is! Why the HELL can't they put us back through the damned Portal when we show up? I'm sure Kinglsey explained that at some point the night I... "arrived" but I was too busy thinking the whole thing was a joke. You know? I was right. This whole thing is a DAMNED JOKE and I feel... done. I feel powerless. It's not in my nature. My father would laugh at me right now and my mother would tell me to try a little harder and it'll call come easily to me. We're Potters after all, right? Between my mum and my dad, who've been dead for over twenty years, by the way... Yes. I just feel done.
[Private to Lily]
Are you alright? Have you noticed any weirdness tonight?
[Private to Harry]
I truly hope you didn't inherit a temper from your mum or I. Have you noticed anything off about your magic tonight?
What the HELL is this? I accio'd a cup of the juice from the kitchen after grabbing my dinner and NOTHING HAPPENED. I swear, this place is doing terrible things to us! Remus and Sirius are grouchy old men, Lily is frightened (LILY OF ALL PEOPLE! I never though I'd ever see her scared of anything, let alone memories) , my son (who I don't even remember making because I never got that far in my life) is older than me - a grown man! - and I don't even know how to approach him, what he knows, who he is! Why the HELL can't they put us back through the damned Portal when we show up? I'm sure Kinglsey explained that at some point the night I... "arrived" but I was too busy thinking the whole thing was a joke. You know? I was right. This whole thing is a DAMNED JOKE and I feel... done. I feel powerless. It's not in my nature. My father would laugh at me right now and my mother would tell me to try a little harder and it'll call come easily to me. We're Potters after all, right? Between my mum and my dad, who've been dead for over twenty years, by the way... Yes. I just feel done.
[Private to Lily]
Are you alright? Have you noticed any weirdness tonight?
[Private to Harry]
I truly hope you didn't inherit a temper from your mum or I. Have you noticed anything off about your magic tonight?
