He couldn't help but grin at her laughter, she seemed so full of life in this exact moment, the girl he'd fallen in love with at school - all fire and mirth.
When she kissed him again he found himself lost in her, memories and the present moment flooding him. He broke the kiss, "Lil," he got out between rapid breaths, taking her hand, he tried to put to words what he was thinking and then shook his head, turning to walk through the house and tugging her with her gently as he did so. Making it to the couch he turned and pulled her into him, kissing her again, hard this time, all joking gone. When he broke the kiss this time he said, looking her directly in the eye, "I know was a stupid kid when we tried this last time around, and I don't know how you've decided to give me another chance - don't know why you tried back in the real world, too, but... I hated that we split in school. I wanted you, I was afraid of how much I wanted you, I was a play boy in my own mind and I didn't handle anything the right way but..." He took a breath, trying to make sense but it wasn't working so he shook his head, sat down on the couch and pulled her into his lap, quickly kissing her again with his arms wrapped tightly around her. With this kiss he tried to say what he couldn't with words, that he wanted her and wanted to be good enough for her and wanted all their fears from the past to stay there.
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Date: 2013-03-24 03:18 am (UTC)When she kissed him again he found himself lost in her, memories and the present moment flooding him. He broke the kiss, "Lil," he got out between rapid breaths, taking her hand, he tried to put to words what he was thinking and then shook his head, turning to walk through the house and tugging her with her gently as he did so. Making it to the couch he turned and pulled her into him, kissing her again, hard this time, all joking gone. When he broke the kiss this time he said, looking her directly in the eye, "I know was a stupid kid when we tried this last time around, and I don't know how you've decided to give me another chance - don't know why you tried back in the real world, too, but... I hated that we split in school. I wanted you, I was afraid of how much I wanted you, I was a play boy in my own mind and I didn't handle anything the right way but..." He took a breath, trying to make sense but it wasn't working so he shook his head, sat down on the couch and pulled her into his lap, quickly kissing her again with his arms wrapped tightly around her. With this kiss he tried to say what he couldn't with words, that he wanted her and wanted to be good enough for her and wanted all their fears from the past to stay there.